About Money.

I have been dating multi-millionaire investment bankers and trying to convince myself that they are sexy and attractive.  But as soon as they kiss me good night, I can't wait to get away from them.  But I am saving money on fabulous dinners and expensive wine.  I like the dinners, I just don't like them.

Money is very very tight right now.

I am saving money by making my lunch and bringing it to work. You know, peanut butter sandwiches.  And I have started to actually COOK dinner, instead of ordering out.

Oh, and the best place to buy cheap little black dresses is at Strawberry.  I just got one for $21.  Wear it with some pearls and you're ready for those investment bankers, hon!

I have stopped going to these nightclubs and buying drink after drink just so I can try to see whatever broke bad boy I happen to be in love with. 

Well, back to the investment bankers. Black dresses and pearls.  Goodbye corsets and black lipstick.  I know I can become a trophy wife if I really try.

But there's still one more option, I could get a TV show.  I made this pilot and now I have two major networks interested.

But show biz, that is the biggest money drain of all.  I have decided that I will only do things that don't cost money or pay money.  I cannot spend any more money on my make believe show biz career.

Oh, and, the most boring of all. I have taken computer courses and now I am looking for a better paying job.  How dull is that? 

I want to be a star, a goth princess and marry that bad boy that I am in love with.  How will this all turn out?

Please God, give me the TV show!!! Please, please....